Suicide or Medical Malpractice

I fell on top of her sobbing when the heart monitor made the echoing flatline sound, which never leaves my mind. Her life was gone. She was so young...Now what?

My mother was the most beautiful person inside and out.  She touched many people in her life but she never knew the scope of influence.  She was only 51 when she died, alone with me in the cold hospital room.

The doctors said that her coma was the result of prescription medication overdose, from which she never awoke.  Her husband found her in the morning laying curled up next the their bed and immediately called 911.  Her three boys, at the time 29, 31 and 33, met with her only daughter in the chilling emergency room.

Blotman spent most of the time waiting and pondering self-condemning thoughts, consider her past two suicide attempts; "what could I have done, why did I not see this coming, why now?"

I am Blotman, the one who fell on top of my mother uncontrollably sobbing as her heart stopped beating.  She was the best, and I was her love child as she said so many times.  Her love in me keeps me from the devil in my dad, which is a part of me...

And so introduces the suicide...just an overview

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